Good-bye.

I believe in God. I believe in the power of the universe. I believe that everything that happens is for a reason and good reason too.

The weak human in me likes to be sad and sorry for herself. But deep down inside she knows that everything is falling into place. Everything is coming together to form a heaven that she is meant to step into, only if she believes and hangs in there. Happiness and everything you have dreamed of is right around the corner, waiting for you to bump into it. So don’t change your course of action , keep going.

The 2 men that have just stepped out of the prospective romance path of your life weren’t meant to be there. They were strangers you met who played a very important part in your life during their time. But now their time is up. Their time was up a while ago, but you couldn’t let go. So now they have left… … as per the plan, because you deserve something else – something else that is right around the corner.

Cat race to work..

7 Interview questions you should know!
Question 1: Were you affected by the heat wave/cold snap?
Question 2: Talk about a time when you had to overcome major obstacles.
Question 3: What interests you about this position?
Question 4: Is there intelligent life in outer space?
Question 5: Imagine we've just hired you. What's the most important thing on your to-do list on the first day of work?
Question 6: Why did you get into this line of work?
Question 7: But enough about you. What about us?

Given the increasing population of the world and the slowing economy, the race for getting a job is cutthroat. Having more than a hundred people vying for the same position, with similar qualifications shows how competitive the workforce has become. So employers are seeking efficient and effective methods to extract the cream of the crop from the mass population. The questions above are an example of standardized recruitment that is designed to elicit not-so-standardized responses from the common mass.

The ticket to securing the position is to be able to blow the recruiter away with your responses to these questions. Once you have been short-listed it’s a matter of evaluating whether you are a good fit in their organization. Standing out from the rest with customized responses is a good idea. Everybody who goes to an interview, however, prepares for the same list of questions. All candidates have ready-made answers to every possible question that could be asked. So the question is, how do you make sure that you stand out? Given the same criteria, the same stage, the same props… how do you shine above the rest?

Question 1 &4 are surprise questions that you can answer however your personality permits you. A sure way to catch the recruiter's attention. Your motivation, your work ethic, your language is what your school teaches you...and a a million of your classmates. So convincing them why you are the cream of the crop they are looking for is about giving these standardized norms a well designed twist of your own. A personalized response system for every question that could be thrown your way. Sarcasm is NOT a good idea, and neither is pure honesty. A humorous, bright fresh approach?
Think about it....

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I wish I could be intimate,
banged-up and appreciated
for all my surface qualities
without ethics getting in the way. I seem to remember
being ethical. I seem to act along some kind of line
albeit a kinky one. I wonder when kinky became
pornographic and whether that aspect is
subtractable. I don’t remember my grammar
rules. I don’t think English is very good
for a certain kind of inventioning. I gather
some readers don’t like being
confronted with the language in every word.
I want to be a word. I would be abstract
with an inscrutable ending.

Happy New Year

End of the first day of the new year 2011...
Its been a wonderful year with a wonderful ending.. I couldn't have asked for more.. I AM truly blessed beyond my fondest dreams.. I am thankful to God for having me feel like this, for having me in a situation, in the time of my life where I feel,see, breathe, the blessings all around me...

But fear, darkness, afflictions of the mind are trying to crawl their way through. Stay strong, treat your body well, treat your mind well, treat your world well and these afflictions will be healed. This world is a stressful one, with worries, stress and darkness looming at every step. Make the choice to lead life in light of these. Pray, believe and have faith. All that happens, happens for a reason. Do the best you can with what is handed to you.

Buddha said : " The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly."

These past few months I have enjoyed every single moment in the moment. I believe I have been blessed with the break of my life. Exactly what I needed to keep me within the balance. Lord is gracious, Lord is kind. The opportunity I received to go on a pilgrimage with some of the people closest to me in my life - siblings, and make a request for myself is the one I ride on now. It is the one that keeps my mind free of afflictions.
I hope and pray that even during dark, hard and trying times, I am able to be the source of light and wisdom for myself and my world.

Thank you for I am blessed beyond my fondest dreams!!!

Withdrawal

A precious wound....a heart break you won't let go of because it hurts too good...

I believe in signs...everywhere I look, everything I read is about you...sign to ring you or let you go?
Tyke's FB status - " I can't quit you baby, but I am going to put you down for a while"

Love

I love how I feel when I think of you
I love how I think when memories of you possess my mind
I love the words that come out of my mouth when I talk to you
I love the way I listen when you talk to me
I love the way I feel when you touch me
I love the way I touch you
I love who I am when I am with you

I disappear into the person I love
I am a permeable membrane
If I love you, you can have it all.....all of me
I have loved and I have given it all, I have gotten so exhausted and depleted that the only way I could get over this love, is by being infatuated with someone else

Love isn't about loving someone else alone...it's about loving yourself while you love that someone
I love you... I love you so much because I love me when I am with you

My fantasy of you is one I have a hard time letting go of...I always wondered why, why only you? Because despite our arguments, despite our falling outs how I feel always remained the same...you might have changed but the way you make me feel has always remained the same.

Fear

The Five Truths About Fear:

1) The fear will never go away as long as I continue to grow
2) The only way to get rid of the fear of doing something is to go out and do it
3) The only way to feel better about myself is to go out... and do it
4) Not only am I going to experience fear whenever I'm on unfamiliar territory, so is everyone else
5) Pushing through fear is less frightening than living with the underlying fear that comes from a feeling of helplessness